05/07/09

So i dont why i only seem to blog at night. its strange huh. anyways i have school tomorrow, its just an sixthform introduction which is going to be okay, next year if i stay at my school im going to be studying btec business studies, however im not sure thats what i want. i mean im sure business would be great but im not sure weather i would do 25 hours of business a week i mean thats dont sound to apealing. Im not even sure if i want to stay at school anymore. its so confusing im 16 years old how am i ment to know what i want with my life. how is anyone ment to know what the want when things change all the time. I ment i do want to stay at school its what i need to do but i dont know what to study or what i wanna do after i leave school i mean im just so confused. you know no one worns you about this, one minute your playing with barbie and the next you have all these problems you have to solve alone and its hard. how do people do this????

okay so maybe i should move on… “Greys Anatomy”… iv been watching greys anatomy today i watched like season 1 and half of 2 which is kool.  i dont know what else to write so…

byee x

 

 

why is it that when i need to sleep, i cant because all those thoughts come my head why?? i just feel like everyone  knows what the want out of life and then theres me all alone which is bullshit because everyone probley feels like that but still.i dont want to take business i want to help people in some way, make a difference on there lives only trouble is why??